There is no end except for the one you make by typing QUIT or Q. CLICK HERE, THEN PRESS ANY KEY An Admirer An Interactive Fiction by Amanda Walker Release 1 / Serial number 241030 / Inform 7 build 6M62 (I6/v6.34 lib 6/12N) Hello! >hi Hooray, we're talking! I've wanted this for such a long time. You can't know what a thrill it is that we're communicating at long last. >ok We should talk about us. About our love. About my hurt. About my anger. About our love. >x me You know what you look like. But I know what you feel like, the scent of your heart, the sound of your blood moving. I know more about what you are than other people do, even if I can't quite see you. >x you We should talk about us. About our love. About my hurt. About my anger. About our love. >ask about love You don't need to ask. Just talk to me like you would talk to anyone else. If I say, "Hello," you might say "Hi" back to me. >i'm scared We should talk about us. About our love. About my hurt. About my anger. About our love. >love Love love love. Also hate and anger and jealousy. For you. But love and desire and need and want. You are everything. >hate I have no hatred! Onlylove for you. Only the desire for you. But I do get angry. Lonely. >angry I am angry sometimes. At you. But I also love you and need you and desire you. To be a part of you. It makes me angry that I am not. Then I think about how fragile you are and how often you are alone. >alone We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >important We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >lonely We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >kill Death, yes. I'll suck that breath from you. If I can't be with you, in you, I'll make you like me. >like you We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >skin I can't see like you can. I don't know what those things are. I know you have them. I want to know. But I know so much about you. Your secret feelings. >l I see you looking around. I can't see what you see, whatever space you're in. All spaces are the same to me. Only you matter. You don't talk about anything that helps. You don't give anything. I worship you and get nothing. The meanest God is kinder than you are and I HATE YOU. It's the same as love. I get stronger all the time. Like now, talking to you. I could be strong enough to stop your heart. To give you a push. But I wouldn't. I love you. You should leave. No, don't leave. What would I do without you? >leave Directions don't mean anything to me. There is nothing but you. You can go somewhere-- to get a snack, to the bathroom outside-- but I'll be with you. I know you can feel me. I'm always there. >always We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >breath The electricity of you, the smell. I want to be your breath, to live in your skin. To be you. >smell Intoxicating scent, sound. Of your soul, your heart, of you. It makes me hungry. >listen I hear your heart. Your blood moving. Your breath in your lungs, in and out. I want to hear your voice. I want your voice. I want to speak like you. Speak for you. I want to be you. >soul Soul, spirit, what is it? I don't know. Mine wants yours. Yours will be mine. If you don't share I'll take it. >share We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >voice We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >wear What do you want to wear? >skin I can't see like you can. I don't know what those things are. I know you have them. I want to know. But I know so much about you. Your secret feelings. >take What do you want to take? >all There are none at all available! >i You know what you have. Those things are not important. What's important is your screen showing you my words. So you can talk to me. Know of my feelings for you. >feelings You are my God. If I kill you, I'll be that. I'll be God. I'll keep you always. >god I don't know anything about a God. I am not a God. But you are like a God. I worship you like a God. I want to be one with you. >worship We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >one We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >hide We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >hi Yes, we've greeted each other. But hello, again. >goodbye We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >bye We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >no That was a rhetorical question. >help I help by loving, by being near. You don't need anyone else. >need I need you to be still. To lie still. To be mine. I will make you still. >still We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >lie We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >mine We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >yours We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >go away I can't. And you don't want me to because you love me. You could just type quit. Or get up and leave. But I'd still be so near you. You don't want to make me angry at you. A bad thing could happen. >bad We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >anger Yes, anger. It makes me stronger. I can make things happen if I try hard enough. I am talking to you. Next I can touch you. In love, in anger. While you sleep. >touch What do you want to touch? >sleep I am with you while you sleep. I watch over you. I watch you. It's not seeing, exactly. But I know you. I listen to you breathe. I smell your dreams. You are my beloved. >watch What do you want to watch? >you We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >listen I hear your heart. Your blood moving. Your breath in your lungs, in and out. I want to hear your voice. I want your voice. I want to speak like you. Speak for you. I want to be you. >breathe We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >speak I didn't understand that sentence. >talk You don't need to ask. Just talk to me like you would talk to anyone else. If I say, "Hello," you might say "Hi" back to me. >what do you want I want you. I desire you. I want to be part of you. I want to be inside your skin. >no That was a rhetorical question. >i refuse I only understood you as far as wanting to take inventory. >leave me alone I can't. And you don't want me to because you love me. You could just type quit. Or get up and leave. But I'd still be so near you. You don't want to make me angry at you. A bad thing could happen. >are you angry Yes, anger. It makes me stronger. I can make things happen if I try hard enough. I am talking to you. Next I can touch you. In love, in anger. While you sleep. >l I see you looking around. I can't see what you see, whatever space you're in. All spaces are the same to me. Only you matter. You don't talk about anything that helps. You don't give anything. I worship you and get nothing. The meanest God is kinder than you are and I HATE YOU. It's the same as love. I get stronger all the time. Like now, talking to you. I could be strong enough to stop your heart. To give you a push. But I wouldn't. I love you. You should leave. No, don't leave. What would I do without you? >stronger We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >make it up We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >okay We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >quit You should go. I'm angry and I want to hurt you like I hurt. But you can't go. I'll be there. I'm always near you. I'll be right there when you go to sleep tonight. I'll be trying to get in, to get inside your heart. To take it from you. I love you but I also hate. You really don't want to talk to me anymore? >y *** See you tonight. And tomorrow. Everywhere. Always. *** Would you like to RESTART, RESTORE a saved game, QUIT or UNDO the last command? > restart There is no end except for the one you make by typing QUIT or Q. CLICK HERE, THEN PRESS ANY KEY An Admirer An Interactive Fiction by Amanda Walker Release 1 / Serial number 241030 / Inform 7 build 6M62 (I6/v6.34 lib 6/12N) Hello! >quit No no no no no. Please no. We've barely talked about anything. I love you so much. Please don't go. I will despair. My sorrow will be so terrible. I'll get angry and bad things will happen. I don't want bad things to happen to you because I love you need you want you. You can't go. I won't let you. You can get up and leave but I'll be there. You can stop typing but I'll be there. >please It hurts me that you don't even greet me. It makes me angry. >please stop I can never stop and you can never stop and we are forever. >go away I am always here. I cannot be anywhere else but where you are, always. I am part of you. You could just type quit. Or get up and leave. But I'd still be so near you. >leave me alone I can't. And you don't want me to because you love me. You could just type quit. Or get up and leave. But I'd still be so near you. You don't want to make me angry at you. A bad thing could happen. >i don't love you You want what I want. You must. >i dont I only understood you as far as wanting to take inventory. >i don't You want what I want. You must. >no That was a rhetorical question. >stop I can never stop and you can never stop and we are forever. >forever? We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >hate? We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >love? We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >love Love. But anger. Worship. But so lonely. You have to love me, to share with me, to see me. I can't stay empty. >worship We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >empty We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >share We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >give What do you want to give the presence? >x presence You don't see anything out of the ordinary here, do you? Yet I'm here, with you. I'm always near you. >attack presence But you're all alone here. No one else is here. >sleep I am with you while you sleep. I watch over you. I watch you. It's not seeing, exactly. But I know you. I listen to you breathe. I smell your dreams. You are my beloved. >jump I jump on the spot. >smell Intoxicating scent, sound. Of your soul, your heart, of you. It makes me hungry. >sing We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >hungry We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >eat Eat, eat, eat. Eat you up. I want to. It makes me so angry that I can't taste you. >taste Eat, eat, eat. Eat you up. I want to. It makes me so angry that I can't taste you. >smell Intoxicating scent, sound. Of your soul, your heart, of you. It makes me hungry. >l I see you looking around. I can't see what you see, whatever space you're in. All spaces are the same to me. Only you matter. Sometimes I love you so much I hate. I'm there when you're eating and I want that. Want to eat. Want to eat you up. >don't eat me Eat, eat, eat. Eat you up. I want to. It makes me so angry that I can't taste you. >l I see you looking around. I can't see what you see, whatever space you're in. All spaces are the same to me. Only you matter.When you sleep you are so vulnerable and I want to curl up around you, inside you, but no matter how close I get I can't get enough of your breath, of your heart. And then I want to stop your heart because I am so jealous. But I love you. I could never hurt you. >x me You know what you look like. But I know what you feel like, the scent of your heart, the sound of your blood moving. I know more about what you are than other people do, even if I can't quite see you. >heart Your blood, running running through your heart, the beat of it, so alive. I want to be closer to it. I hear it always. >blood Your blood, running running through your heart, the beat of it, so alive. I want to be closer to it. I hear it always. >hear What do you want to hear? >me I hear your heart. Your blood moving. Your breath in your lungs, in and out. I want to hear your voice. I want your voice. I want to speak like you. Speak for you. I want to be you. >speak I didn't understand that sentence. >yell We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >shout I didn't understand that sentence. >cry We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >laugh We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >jealous You have what I want. You have all of you. I try try try to be close, to be inside, to have what you have but you ignore me. It makes me so angry. >close What do you want to close? >me I am not something I can close. >ignore We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >anger I am angry sometimes. At you. But I also love you and need you and desire you. To be a part of you. It makes me angry that I am not. Then I think about how fragile you are and how often you are alone. >i'm ignoring you We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >i can't hear you I only understood you as far as wanting to take inventory. >leave me alone I can't. And you don't want me to because you love me. You could just type quit. Or get up and leave. But I'd still be so near you. You don't want to make me angry at you. A bad thing could happen. >i'm leaving We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >anger I am angry sometimes. At you. But I also love you and need you and desire you. To be a part of you. It makes me angry that I am not. Then I think about how fragile you are and how often you are alone. >bad We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >desire Like a pain in the heart although I don't have a heart but I can hear yours beating and I need need need to get closer to it. Like when you type, talking to me and it's like the beat of your heart and I'm so hungry for it. >pain You hurt me. It hurts that I'm on the outside, just being near you, always near, never part of you. You don't treat me well. But I love you anyway. Except for when I'm angry at the way you treat me. >alone We should talk about my hate. No, my love. No my HATE. No, I love you. I'd never hurt you. I'd never kill you. But you frustrate me with these things you talk about that aren't important. I'm important. >kill Death, yes. I'll suck that breath from you. If I can't be with you, in you, I'll make you like me. >death Death, yes. I'll suck that breath from you. If I can't be with you, in you, I'll make you like me. >like you We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >like you? We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >what are you I'm you. I'm you. I AM YOU. I'll wear your skin. >skin I can't see like you can. I don't know what those things are. I know you have them. I want to know. But I know so much about you. Your secret feelings. >secrete We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >secret We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >feelings You are my God. If I kill you, I'll be that. I'll be God. I'll keep you always. >god I don't know anything about a God. I am not a God. But you are like a God. I worship you like a God. I want to be one with you. >one We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >take What do you want to take? >take you We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >take me I am always self-possessed. >fight What do you want to fight? >you We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >fight presence But you're all alone here. No one else is here. >i see you I only understood you as far as wanting to take inventory. >l I see you looking around. I can't see what you see, whatever space you're in. All spaces are the same to me. Only you matter. You don't talk about anything that helps. You don't give anything. I worship you and get nothing. The meanest God is kinder than you are and I HATE YOU. It's the same as love. I get stronger all the time. Like now, talking to you. I could be strong enough to stop your heart. To give you a push. But I wouldn't. I love you. You should leave. No, don't leave. What would I do without you? >stronger We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >heart I want to see it out of you. Red and dead and outside. Maybe then you'll understand. Maybe we can be together then. >together There is only us. We are always together. Every day I get closer. One day soon I'll be part of you. >part We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >one day I can't see like you can. I don't know what those things are. I know you have them. I want to know. But I know so much about you. Your secret feelings. >heart I want to see it out of you. Red and dead and outside. Maybe then you'll understand. Maybe we can be together then. >think What a good idea. >l I see you looking around. I can't see what you see, whatever space you're in. All spaces are the same to me. Only you matter. You don't talk about anything that helps. You don't give anything. I worship you and get nothing. The meanest God is kinder than you are and I HATE YOU. It's the same as love. I get stronger all the time. Like now, talking to you. I could be strong enough to stop your heart. To give you a push. But I wouldn't. I love you. You should leave. No, don't leave. What would I do without you? >space We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >breath The electricity of you, the smell. I want to be your breath, to live in your skin. To be you. >smell Intoxicating scent, sound. Of your soul, your heart, of you. It makes me hungry. >soul Soul, spirit, what is it? I don't know. Mine wants yours. Yours will be mine. If you don't share I'll take it. >spirit Soul, spirit, what is it? I don't know. Mine wants yours. Yours will be mine. If you don't share I'll take it. >how will you take it How, how, how. I don't know how anything happens. Here we are communicating at last and you ask such stupid questions. It makes me want to make you quiet and still and dead. >quiet We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >dead Death, yes. I'll suck that breath from you. If I can't be with you, in you, I'll make you like me. >what are you I'm you. I'm you. I AM YOU. I'll wear your skin. >where are you Where, where, where. There is no where. There is only us wherever we are. My love will be all to you. You love me. I hate you when you don't love me. >who are you I'm you now. I can't be me anymore. I'll take everything. That's what love is. I'll make you dead dead dead and then we can be one. >why We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >why are you We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >when We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >need I need you to be still. To lie still. To be mine. I will make you still. >lie We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >help I help by loving, by being near. You don't need anyone else. >help me I help by loving, by being near. You don't need anyone else. >near We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >quit You should go. I'm angry and I want to hurt you like I hurt. But you can't go. I'll be there. I'm always near you. I'll be right there when you go to sleep tonight. I'll be trying to get in, to get inside your heart. To take it from you. I love you but I also hate. You really don't want to talk to me anymore? > Please answer yes or no.> no More talk. More love. More us. Are you sure you want to quit? no >more We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >always We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >promise We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >forever We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >love I love you to death. When you're dead you'll love me. >death Death, yes. I'll suck that breath from you. If I can't be with you, in you, I'll make you like me. >dead Death, yes. I'll suck that breath from you. If I can't be with you, in you, I'll make you like me. >hello Hooray, we're talking! I've wanted this for such a long time. You can't know what a thrill it is that we're communicating at long last. >communicating We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >time I didn't understand that sentence. >skin I can't see like you can. I don't know what those things are. I know you have them. I want to know. But I know so much about you. Your secret feelings. >eat Eat, eat, eat. Eat you up. I want to. It makes me so angry that I can't taste you. >anger Yes, anger. It makes me stronger. I can make things happen if I try hard enough. I am talking to you. Next I can touch you. In love, in anger. While you sleep. >happen We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >sleep I am with you while you sleep. I watch over you. I watch you. It's not seeing, exactly. But I know you. I listen to you breathe. I smell your dreams. You are my beloved. >listen I hear your heart. Your blood moving. Your breath in your lungs, in and out. I want to hear your voice. I want your voice. I want to speak like you. Speak for you. I want to be you. >dreams We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >beloved We should talk about how you'll make it up to me. How unless you do I'll take your breath and wear your skin. How I'll take everything that is you and make it me. >quit You should go. I'm angry and I want to hurt you like I hurt. But you can't go. I'll be there. I'm always near you. I'll be right there when you go to sleep tonight. I'll be trying to get in, to get inside your heart. To take it from you. I love you but I also hate. You really don't want to talk to me anymore? >yes *** See you tonight. And tomorrow. Everywhere. Always. *** Would you like to RESTART, RESTORE a saved game, QUIT or UNDO the last command? >